the Oily-face day

Its oredy october..what a long time not c. Soe my dear bloggie. huhuuu..
Didn't go anywhere today, just stay in my "Room Sweet Room" ..so, its kindda suck yet peaceful.
there's something disturbing my thought all day. i guess i just miss him so much..my Nathanael Kelly. For the 1st time in my life, i search on his mom's fb and scanning for every pics of him.. he's smiling, like the usual naughty Nanael. But, i'm still wondering..is he happy. emm, the most touching part is that..his look does resemble his father.how sweet..
well, God..those are people that I love.. you tear us apart. I dont blame..but, PLEASE..make sure he deserve every happiness in this world. Care for him as you care for other children too..:) 

my unbelievable journey

last month,.. i was a KML student. Now..i'm a trainee @ IPTI..
Hello JB..gudbye Labuan..

I WANT TO BE AN AUTHOR..

I love storybooks..and i've been thinking to be an author. in fact, i've been working on a story of my own. i've write a few chapters..but then, i was so unsure of it. Here is my problem..although i can write quite well, i'm still not certain of myself.Yeah, everyone need a guidance to be almost perfect..:}
I will be heading to Labuan in just a few days but my storybook hasn't finish yet..ok, here's what i thought, i'll keep the ideas and pouring everything out whenever i got free times.
BTW..being an author is a debt that i should accomplish. Go Tye..u can do it!! hehehe..

need inspiration??

I love miley as Hannah Montana.. but i'm not really into her music. Until i heard her current song - WHEN I LOOK AT YOU.. it does felt really close to me. Go Miley..:)
love the lyric..

Everybody needs inspiration

Everybody needs a song

A beautiful melody

When the nights are long

'cause there is no guarantee

That this life is easy

Yea when my world is falling apart

When there's no light

To break up the dark

That's when I

I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore

And I can't find my way home any more

That's when I

I look at you

When I look at you

I see forgiveness

I see the truth

You love me for who I am

Like the stars hold the moon

Right there where they belong

And I know I'm not alone

Yeah when my world is falling apart

When there's no light

To break up the dark

That's when I

I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore

And I can't find my way home any more

That's when I

I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me

All I need

Every breath that I breathe

Don't you know you're beautiful

Yeah yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore

And I can't find my way home any more

That's when I

I look at you

I look at you

Yeah

Whoa-oh

You appear just like dream to me

flights' tickets..

nk mengeluh japp..huhh. Mmndangkan sy ni dterima ke mtrik labuan, so , excited laa,..buat ol kind of preparations. xsngka pla, tiket flight..sume dh sold out.. sbb tu la, kte ni ambk bby-step, beli je tiket2 yg tinggl, biarpun yg tlbh mhl.. (mcm dh slesai kn, prblem sy ni...tp still regret n xpuas ht - cian bha parents sy kuarkn duit bnyk)
btw,..sy grteful sgt, cuz ada kzens tlg pg booking pg td. klu x, mybe xdpat kt sy jejak kk kt lbuan..huhu.

2laa, next tme jgn lngah2kn ms pg booking tket..

Living the life of mine has never been easy. Yet, my life wasn't harsh enough to walk through. I used to hate my life as it was so dull, so plain to me. Not that i didnt value anything that i have, but i lost the desire to see my life as an interesting journey. That was before.
But, now, i view my life differently. Want 2 know y?...that's because, i've got lots of inspiration. Instead of letting my wall of anger separate my world, i let it wide open for any possibilities of love and happiness..hehe. For any fellas out there, dont critisized ur life! Its ur fault if u couldnt get any satisfied outcomes.